Sunday, March 25, 2012

Disappointed:(

I was very disappointed on arriving at Lambton and not have gotten any letters from my dear sister Jane. I would have thought she would have send one by now.That disappointed me very much because I was looking forward to it. It it did not last long until I received two letters from her. i finally understood the reason for not  receiving them sooner.she was very ill and also one of them was missent elsewhere.

The truth!!!!!

I found Miss Darcy to be a very kind person. I had heard at Lambton that she was an exceedingly proud person.But now being with her and observing her I have concluded that she is not a prideful person but she is very shy.I really would have thought it was true if I had not met her because I would believe she was just like her brother but as I have seen it is not true at all.

Anxious!!

I really didn't expect meeting Mr. Darcy's sister the exact day I got to Pemberley because of Mr. Darcy saying they would visit the day after my reaching at Pemberley. I was very surprised but I acquainted them with the honor they expected and I guess deserved.

Admirable!!!

Pemberley is so beautiful. I have never seen such a beautiful view of a great place. It is very large and beautiful it almost seems unreal.Everything is so remarkable I can't stop admiring anything.I was so delighted  as soon I saw the pemberley house because it was so big and had so much natural beauty. It was like nothing I had seen. I would really love to live in a house like that.

Monday, March 19, 2012

No blame!!!

I am very glad for my sister not blaming me for refusing Darcy's proposal. I really didn't expect that but I am glad about it.She is the best sister ever and know that she knows about the letter concerning Wickham I do hope she understands why I talk about him that way now.I knew it was going to be very difficult for her to believe it because nobody would believe that he was that kind of person.

Goodbye!:) and Hello:)

I am finally leaving today.I am very Excited to be going back home.I will definitely miss my good friend Charlotte very much. I had such a great time here. Finally after seeing my sisters again i cant believe Lydia. Trying so hard to invite us to  a good place to go eat but making us pay.She will always be the funny one.

Surprised!!!!

I never could imagine Collins telling me how much he thanks me for my kindness of going to visit them.It really got me by surprise but I am glad to consider it.I did spend  this past 6 weeks with enjoyment and was very glad to see Charlotte and get all this kind attention which I received.It was  a great visit full of happiness and kindness.

Excited!!!

Finally getting ready to leave and go see my father who I missed so much this past weeks. I can't wait to see Jane and tell her everything that has happened to me and  has been going around here.I will miss this beautiful place but I am very glad to be returning home soon.I have been waiting for this day so long.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

What a fool!!!

I am so mad right now at HIM. He expects me to be nice with him after all he has done. He thinks he can come any day and tell me what to do. He is crazy if he thinks I will love him after all he has done to my family. He is so wrong because I don't forgive anyone who has done something to my family.

Weird!!!!

Something weird is going on with Mr. Darcy. he has been acting very weird since he got here and it seems as if he is trying to act "NICE" with me.He has also been trying to be next to me and he is more talkative with me. I really can't believe it.I suspect something is going on with him but I dare not to ask him anything.I am really curious to find out what it is.

News

 I have had many good days here and news flys around here very quickly. I heard that Mr. Darcy is coming to visit. I really didn't expect to be coming but I am not at all excited to see him.I really do wonder what his reason for coming is because it is really odd for him to be coming. I also heard his cousin colonel Fitzwilliam is coming with him.

My Visit

I feel so great being here at Rosings. I really like being able to talk with Charlotte when we are alone but it is sort of weird talking to her while Collin's  around.The weather here is wonderful and it feels great being outdoors.i love taking walks in the park because the days are always so welcoming.It is all very beautiful and comfortable here but I do miss my dad.